My Kiddos

This last weekend, we had the pleasure of spending time with all of our nieces & nephews… all TEN grandchildren from both Michael’s and my side of the family. Granted, it was not all at the same time — Saturday, we hung out with all the kids from my side of the family, and on Sunday we played all day with all the kids from Michael’s side of the family — but it was wonderful all the same.

Christiana, Nate, Breanne, Madeline, Braeden, Bailey & Quinn

Madeline, Katelyn, Megan & Olivia

I don’t know how I got so lucky, but I am in love with every single one of my nieces and nephews… and in return, I am, and very happy to be, their “cool” Auntie Catherine.

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Hassie Love I

Only some people will read this and understand, but I hope that everyone “gets it.”

I have always loved film… I am a self-proclaimed “filmie,” even though Michael swears I made up that word. I learned on film when I was about 11 (?), I worked with film in high fashion-low production, low fashion-high production, in toy cameras, handmade cameras, old cameras, new cameras, always manual cameras, in low light, too much light, in 35mm, and in 120mm. I feel like I’ve kind of been around the block when it comes to film; it is one of my strongest characteristics in my career (and in my life… let’s be honest here), and if film truly was more than just a proverbial block, I would go around that block until my footprints made tracks in the cement. That’s how much I love film.

SO! If you love film, then the be all and end all of being a film portrait photographer is to shoot with a medium format camera. Not shoot, but own, a medium format camera. Hello, because I have shot with such cameras hundreds of times in my life. And then, it could be argued, that the be all and end all of medium format cameras is the much desired Hasselblad. It is safe to say that I’ve wanted a Hasselblad since I was 17 years old. However, I was always so happy with my first love Minolta, and then with my sweet & faithful powerhouse Pentax… I don’t want them to feel left out because, well, those two cameras have been an extension of my life and of my hands and have helped build me into the woman that I am today. no joke. But I always yearned for the crispness and perfection of a 120 camera. But then, alas, digital came along. And I kicked and screamed and bore the brunt of people’s jokes with my “darling” & “quaint” film cameras, until finally I begrudgingly switched to digital. And I must say, that I do appreciate digital. I appreciate it. I don’t Love it.

As time went on, I felt this yearning, this deep longing… like, they say we humans are biophilic; well, let me coin a new term here: I am creanphilic (yes, I made that up), which is to say that my being desires creativity. And film for me is that medium, the means with which I can satisfy my desire for creativity.

Serendipitously, I shot a wedding with one love photo, and took two frames—count them, yes TWO—with her Hasselblad, and knew that I would never again be able to rationalize myself away from having one of my own. So, less than a week later, without being able to contain my yearning any longer, I walked into Camera Techs, walked out, walked back in, and then walked out again with a Hasselblad 500c/m in hand (I paid for it, FYI).

I know that this is an extremely long blog, and if you are still reading this, then kudos to you for not giving up on me, all ye good & faithful!

On the day that I picked up my camera, I likened it to my wedding day, which Michael found fairly offensive, until in return he likened it to if he were to finally buy his beloved 23-window VW bus. I walked out of there with butterflies creating so much chaos in my stomach that I was on the verge of nausea… I walked all the way home with a smile so big that my local Ballardites were most likely thinking about calling the EMT’s on me. I shot my first rolls of film on that camera without a meter, but painstakingly & joyously analyzing each shot before I released the trigger for that endearing & unique *clunk* of the shutter. And when I sent off my first rolls of film, I felt the same sadness & happiness that one might feel when sending their firstborn off to Kindergarten; and when they arrived on my doorstep this morning, it was as if they were safely home from school with nothing but good stories to tell…

I love my Hasselblad. I bring it with me to places that my 5dMii never gets to see, and I look into the viewfinder lovingly and see things that I never before imagined were right in front of me. I am a reborn creanphiliac, even if that word was just invented (by me, duh), and I hope to never again lose sight of the creativity that is inside of me, even if it just takes a simple piece of film & a certain chemical reaction to realize.

And now… working on… my 500c/m tattoo.

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Holga Love iii

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Tyler: Class of 2011

I am always excited to introduce my Senior Representatives, and Tyler is no exception because 1) it’s so much fun working with guys who are willing to ham it up for their senior portraits, and 2) he is an avid swimmer and super-genius mathematician, which I find so inspiring!

If you would like to also find out how much fun it is to be a CALIMA Portraits Senior Rep, and all the sweet goodies you get, contact me directly at 360.551.2205 or clmabegg@me.com.

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Darrell + Jennifer: Winners in Love

Darrell & Jennifer are the winners of my Facebook Love Story contest, where couples submitted photos of themselves with their personal love story, and fans & friends of CALIMA voted on which couple should win a photo shoot and a 16×20 gallery-wrapped canvas. It was super fun, and these two were the winners with their ridiculously sweet love story that was written my Darrell (swoooon!) and enjoyed by everyone.

So we scheduled their photo session, and then they went ahead and made an entire weekend away out of it, spending two nights at Hotel Max in downtown Seattle, shopping, eating, sleeping in, visiting vineyards on the East Side on Darrell’s bike… how romantic! And if this doesn’t sound romantic to some, then you obviously don’t have children at home! I was jealous, basically. How do we get so wrapped up in life that we forget how great it is to enjoy your spouse just as they are, and not with all the titles or duties or obligations that come with marriage and parenthood? I love that they are so into each other, that just being alone was their perfect getaway. Within those two days of bliss, I met with them for a couple of hours and we kind of just roamed around a few city blocks, taking photos, but mainly just talking. It was awesome.

What do I say? Congratulations? Good Job? Good Luck? Darrell & Jennifer obviously don’t need me to validate what they already have with words, so I guess I will just say thank you. Thank you for bringing more love into this world…

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